When i got it, the 1st needle hurt so much, didn't help that the nurse stuck it in my shoulder blade, the 2nd needle made me feel sick and the 3rd needle had no effect. I felt fine

Your plans for tomorrow sound good :-)

Oh god, you should see me when they're about to give me a needle.
I won't sit still and keep asking questions and walking around the room so they can't put the needle i my arm.

I'm a big baby, lol.

Aw, that sucks.

-Jovonnah Rabbit

I was happy in that photo... really happy. And so was he. It's a shame we can't rewind time and take with us the knowledge we have today to do things differently.

Thanks for your comment!

this sound familiar.

thatnks for the comments.  i loved the first outfit too!  the second one was just an added bonus!

that was my reaction to my niece's ex head butting her.  who the hell head butts anyone??  besides wrestlers. 

A very common thing in relationships. You fear losing yourself in it, and I'm right there with you on that one because that's what I did in my first relationship. I completely lost who I was, all my goals, everything. It was all about him. So I completely understand. But I think it is possible to have the best of both worlds. To be in a realtionship AND to still be in touch with yourself. That's why it's not good for couples to spend 24/7 together.

If it were me, I would just tell Nick that you are going through some things, and there's nothing to worry about... well unless there is something for him to worry about.... don't lie to him of course. But just let him know that you need a little space. Not that you want him gone completely, but you just need to focus on yourself for a little bit. He should understand that. And if not and he gets mad... well then he does. He'll get glad again.

Good luck hun!

Ahh I know how you feel. I miss Jeff like crazy.

Hope you feel better soon!

i hear ya on the whole new relationship thing.  i miss that a lot sometimes.  but it's nice being completely comfortable around each other too.  not having to rush to a mirror every 3 minutes to check your make-up and so on. 

i actually have 60 favorites.  i don't know how i keep up.  vigilance i guess.   there's a couple people that comment on me all the time, and i just don't have the time to write them back, or add them to faves.  i only have so much time in my day!

when i first got twilight, i finished it in five hours.

the new moon in six.

and eclipse in around seven..

now i'm on the edge of my seat waiting for breaking dawn!!

:D

Sky.

watch book are you reading?

I love books that just draw me in like that! Glad to hear everything is good.

Take care,
K

Twilight is amazing!!!! I'm glad you decided to read it! I decided to read it about a month ago and I'm already almost done with the 3rd book! I'm trying to pace myself so that I don't have to wait to long for Breaking Dawn! It is really addictive though, and it is really hard to put down!!!

The movie comes out December of this year!

Zoey.

I know what you mean. And it is strange. Very strange. It's almost like you go through the emotion with them. You triumph when they've done well, and I've actually found myself tearing up and almost crying over some things I've read.

oh, this is so nice.  thank you.  i feel that way about a lot of people on here too.  it is weird how we purge our thoughts to anonymous people we know nothing about, and we've made so many friendships. 

and really, i'm not all that interesting.   maybe i just have a way of putting it into words.   but these were very nice things for you to say about me.  thank you again.

Ooooh I know what you mean

My internet died so I hadnt been on for a while and I missed catching up with everyone (including you!) so much.

It feels kinda weird sometimes that I miss these people that I dont even know but then, I sometimes feel like im closer to them than anyone else in my life so thats why I love MDD and probably will never get bored of it

Good entry! Not boring or pointless. None of yours are, I really enjoy reading yours and I hope your fingers better

xxx

I know exactly what you mean. Me and sweetazz had plans to originally meet this weekend, but she had some issues and couldn't. There's a few people on here that I feel the same way with, because when your reading somebodies diaries, your reading there thoughts, not lies, (usually) but personal thoughts, so it's like your so much closer to them than somebody you know in person.

I know exactly what you mean... there are so many people that I read religiously on here...and I just hope that some people read mine like that....lol... but I know that I could never be as creative.. I feel like my diary is such a bore....maybe my life is boring too.... haha...  =[ I just made myself feel bad...   

lol.

[bananna]

I know exactly what you mean... there are so many people that I read religiously on here...and I just hope that some people read mine like that....lol... but I know that I could never be as creative.. I feel like my diary is such a bore....maybe my life is boring too.... haha...  =[ I just made myself feel bad...   

lol.

[bananna]

you really put a lot of thought and effort into his presents.  i'm sure he'll love them.  especially his friend! 

your description of your finger made my stomach turn.

scrapbooking looks so fun. i love looking through craft shops at all the materials lol.

[jazzypurplediary]

ouch, i hope the thrush treatment works.

The book is about this teenage couple but then one night they find the girl dead with a gunshot wound to the head and the boyfriend is put on trial for murder, he claims it was supposed to be a double suicide though. Really good book and really interesting!!

Man, vagina problems are like the plague lately! LOL... hope everything works out for you hun!

Oh and congrats on the new car! So awesome!

i never realized you were from austarilia until you mentioned perth in your entry.   i had to go check in on your profile to be sure.

even though you won't tell us what happened, i hope everything went alright at the gyno.

thank's babe. =)

Ravenlyn

are u stressed out? sometimes taht will delay ur period but give you the horrible feelilgn that your on it. or maybe ur hormones are imbalanced.
are you eating corretctly? taht can have a part in it also.
good luck with all that, and i hope ur not pregnant unless that is the desired plan, take care and good luck
sammi

Haha.. Freaky Dream I read the whole thing ;)

Anyway--.

I think I mention some of my dreams in previous entrys... a while ago..

I still remember one dream to this day. I look into a mirrow I had green , scaly face, Rotten yellow teeth, long fingernails and I was scratching myself to death.. imagine that! lol

I wouldnt want to watch that tape if they ever do make out of dreams. I proably will peed on myself in the middle of watching that, YUCK!!

[Deafchick]

glad you enjoyed sex and the city anyways....i never got into the series, so i don't see much of a point in going to the movie.

everyone seems to be having a blah day (or a bad day).  hope the customers get nicer....

Saw the movie. Loved, loved, loved it.

A costume party sounds cool! Glad you guys had fun!

Take care!

The film is brilliant :)

xx

eventually, you'll find the perfect car...keep looking.

haha i kinda figured you might have to comment ur own diary, so i came back.  

no problem!!

just so you know, i left her a comment letting her know that you wanted to be added to her diary.  she isn't on everyday, so just in case she didn't see your entry, i let herrrr know!

take care!

Glad you got a good teacher the second day. And you're right, a day off would be SO nice!

Good luck with the car hunt! And I haven't EVER been to a circus I don't think, but it sounds like fun!

And thanks for the comment, it's good to know I'm not the only crazy person in the world!

Take care!

Really I usually get pain, every now and then .. in that area too lol.

its funny we are dooky!

well i hope it is nothing. :)

i've added you to my other diary, like you aasked.  it's under the author

someoneelsesthoughts

That sucks about your dad. I hope one day he realizes what he's doing.

I wish I could have as much sleep as you, 14 hours! Wow, I've never slept that long

~Alaina~

hope you're feeling more like yourself soon.

thank you for your comment.

i'm sorry you're not pregnant.  it'll happen when you least expect it.  keep trying.

Kinda mean, oh ok she obviously didnt know me. whatever......

I dont read peoples diary that is not in my fav list. So I never knew that you wanted me to add you in my fav so you can read mine. I put it private because of a certain someone was spying on me. But that is over.

I usually update around 6 am my time. It is usually that time that I check other favorites as well, so I m sorry I didnt catch your request to read my diary.

=]

[Deafchick]

well thats good!

Awesome!

*high five*

who are you talking about!?

[BailyColly]

I am a guy, but I have had girlfriends on the pill.

I don't know your age, so I may be wrong, but it seems your period corrected after you began taking the pill. That means you will experience new symptons (i.e. the sore boobs).

If I was you I would go to the doctor to get a good consultancy and also get a real pregnancy test, but for what you write it seems unlikely that you are pregnant.

Hope it helps.

Mark.

So you've just stopped taking the pill? I'm a little confused.

I was off the pill for a while, and when I took it again my breasts became rock hard and so painful, even wearing a seatbelt was agony. It soon subsided and I later read it had to do with the hormone change from taking the pill.

Perhaps if you have just stopped taking it, it is a similar thing.

Ash

It might be your period coming. I get extremely sore EVERYWHERE, especially my breasts, before and during mine. (Currently on the pill to regulate the pain!)

However, those effects can also occur when pregnant, as I'm sure you know. I would take the test after another week, if I were you.

i wanna see that movie and i have near and far sided and im 12!biofocals i think there called!

[BailyColly]

I broke up with him and thanks

there evil i told them but they wouldnt belive!